The Truth

Very well then

Last night

我失眠了！！

Is been a long time I don't have this kind of frustrated things got me into this

I thought I had settled it

But

NO!!

I didn't solved it well and I didn't make it back to the normal

So

Is time for me to explain all

And say out what the hack sucker things in my mind all these while

Is a locked post again

For them

Yea,2 of them

So

sorry for others

Is my personal things

I don't wish my things to let those others who are not related in this matter to trouble so much things because of my own stuff

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I had said all

All that I wanted to say

Don't feel sorry

And angry with me

You

The second one

You're not to be blame

Nobody did things wrong

Is just that

I'm not that good one for you

Is me

I felt that my character doesn't suit with yours at all

So

That's the decision I had made

Just

Don't ever said that all the fault lie on you

This had make me feel ill...

Nobody is to blame at all

Nobody...

And you

The third one

I don't know what to say

Just that...

I'm not a forcing type

If you say no,We'll still be like before

A real good friend

But I really wish that you'll answer me no matter whether the answer is what I wanna to hear

I don't wanna hear nothing from you

Whenever you don't bother about me or just treat me like a stranger to you

It's killing me

Anyway

No matter how

You accept it or you reject it

I'll still like you with all my heart until I meet with another one that will really make me like him that much

I hope that

This matter

Can end here

I don't wanna any of these problem in the future

I'm tired and frustrated about all these already

I need peaceful life

My temper got to be down and calm

If not,I don't know how my body will react

Heartache until can't breath

Stomachache until numb

Chest painful like hell!!

What the hack is all these!?

Why they're back to find me??

I thought I had control all these very well already?

I don't wanna be under that freaking cold condition just like before

I knew that

There's no one for me now

No one is right beside me to give me the warm I need again

Let me off can you??

Just leave me alone and don't ever come to me will all these problems

Come to me with you friendly act,I'll accept it

But please don't ever come to me when you're still in love with me

I'm not good for you

I knew my character

My this character not suit with you at all

I knew it

That's why I chose to give up first without any warning

I know it is cruel to did all that to you

But I left with my choice

The only way I have is to leave

Leave all that behind and be by myself

Only myself and nobody else

So

Just leave me alone...

I don't want any sympathy from anybody

Don't said that is care

It just make me felt like I'm being sympathy

I don't need that sympathy

What I need now is the warm from him

And that's all

So

Just let all these be a past tense

A good past tense of us...

I don't wanna destroy it with my own hand

If I really do so

That's tell you that

I'm really frustrated over all these

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