30.08.2009

now

11:32 in the morning

I'm sitting on the chair in front of the computer
outside
raining
is damn freezing
both my hands so cold now
is a kind of feeling that I'm dead
am i??
surely not
I'm still alive
playing my computer
playing all kind of games in facebook
i know
I'm just wasting my time
but
i really got no mood to do anything that values to my life

he
used to let me done all those valuable things
but now
it change
i don know
who can make me done all that again
his strong determination
i won't forget
and i
will not forget

it's still raining out there
will there be somebody waiting outside??
i hope.............