You don't know me

You can ignore what I had done

but

You really make me hurt when you did that

Not purposely at all

Why you still need to say like that?

and I had apologize too

About the past

I help you when you're sick

I accompany you when you need somebody by your side

I gave u advises to help you too

but

I really can't imagine that you did that to me!

You really make me feel down

Even him,

The hidden emissary,

also know that something happened to me

I really don't wish to trouble him that much

but

I strongly need somebody to comfort me about this thing

Not wanting any sympathizes

but I do really need console

You use to be my console

but now..

why?

sigh...

people's judgement is like that

same

everywhere same

No more trusting anything anymore

come and make me realise who I am..
How my character is?

and what had I done?
good or bad?
or even worst or best?

*I need somebody for me to let me trust him/her 100% without hesitation