Great outing.

Frequent posts for this holiday week. :)

I'm too free to blog. :p

Went out with Xian for my evening high tea time.

We went to our favourite place, Red Box. :D

We sang for 3 hours unstoppable and we actually enjoy that.

Is sad to say that we didn't went singing for months I think.

We love to go together. :)

Hoping for the next round to come soon.~

We had our dinner at Vivo.

Surprisingly, he treated me for that meal.!

I thought he was just kidding actually. -.-

So I teased him by saying I wanna had all of those in the menu. XD

Is just fun to be with him which I can actually talk lots of craps and he doesn't mind it at all.

He's my favourite brother honestly. :x

I'm really myself in front of him.

Of course, is the stupid + silly me. XD

I went back on my own after few minutes when we had finished our dinner.

Really, I hope for the next date. :)

Night time, I received a message which is from L.

He said he's coming over to have a greet for Chinese New Year.

I agreed with them and of course, under my parents' permit.

He came with his girl and it had been years for our last met.

He doesn't have much change, just that taller. (maybe I'm still short, so I think he had grown. -.-)

Then we chat for everything, including C.

I think this is the worst part in all the stuff we chat.

I don't know.

Maybe... is kind of mind and heart thing.

Somehow, I don't even know what's my feeling to C since the ever first day we *****.

Maybe it wasn't how I think, maybe...

I don't know..

There's surely lots of question marks in between us but we couldn't have time for that or it can be say as we may not meet up forever after.

Is really awkward when L ask me how I feel when I see C now.

I couldn't even think of a thing to reply his question, so I just smile awkwardly and shrugged.

He seems like didn't noticed my awkward and continued his question with "bad?"

Oh my god sake, what can I do.?!

I just nodded my head with a really really bad smile.! ><

Sigh...

Some more, he even said that his dad love me more than her.

I don't know whether it's the truth but I just trusted him more than C.

Why.?

I don't think there's a point for him to cheat me with such a small thing which really not related with him much.

So, I trust him.

Somehow, I knew that his dad is a person who pay more regard on their educations, so I respect him very much and I trust that this is the reason why he love me that much.

I wasn't saying that I'm a top scorer or whatever smarties, I just love to ask the edu things from his dad and he's kind enough to help out in this stuff.

Maybe, I still care.?

So what.?

Nothing will change even if I really care.

I knew him well.

Even if I knew where he's working now, I doesn't want to go there to raise many problems again.

I'm not a problem creater anyway.

The things happened in the past, is unexpected.

Anyway, it's already the past, so just let it be.

I don't wanna destroy the little peace and harmony which I just get.

No more even if I care, I doesn't want to care and that's it.

I loned it, I don't wanna care anymore yet I miss you.

You doesn't know how hard it is.

So, I don't wanna care.!

Loned it.!

Tomorrow gonna start my first day of work. :)

Buck up for me and all the best for the whole day. <3

Please come to the little vendor's stand right in front of Digi in Tebrau Jusco to buy something from me. :D

We have soft toys and lots of cute stuffs, come and buy it as the valentine's day gift. ^^

Thanks for your kind hearted support for my first day of work. <3