End of 2012.

The very last month of 2012.
Indeed, this month made me felt what "stress" really is.

I wasn't even know what stress is before this month.
Exam, coursework, test, prom night, problems, problems and problems!!
Lots of it really kill me even though I'm still alive here typing this post.
But my mental and mind wasn't here anymore.
I'm way too tired for all of these.
One more week later I'll be free with two weeks holidays!
YeePeeee~  ❤



What should be done and what shouldn't?
I'm so confused for all that and I feel I didn't getting back anything I desired for.
Big SIGH!!


The long long story might come to an end...
but I really hope that it could carry on and on until I face the death.
What more can I do to maintain and retain it?
Doesn't I done enough for it?
I'm so tired for this...
Really hope to end it but I couldn't bear to let go.
God, My Lord, please show me a path.
How and what should I do?
The start of it was lead by You and I really trusted You so much yet, I'm afraid I can't carry on anymore...




Please let me....  show me how to love you....